Late night thoughts

Its 254 am nw and here I am blogging on my bed. Tucked comfortably under my blanket with my pillows n bolster in the aircon room. Its just one of those days when nth is wrong but you just feel idk, empty ?

There are things I wna say , but just dno how t put it in words. Staring at the blinking icon , I dont really know what to type. Sometimes I rly wish I cn just disappear man. And see if there is anyone who would bother to look for me. Family yes of cus, but what about friends. Hmm. I wonder. Or even worse, die . See who will cry for me n all. But of course, it is only for a short while. As time goes on, ppl moves on and they wont think of you as much any more.
So not worth it. Lol

Sometimes I wish ive a boyf, someone I cn text "gdn baby" in the night nd recieve a good morning msg. Someone to call my own. Someone who cares and etc etc. Thats just sometimes, I think most ppl wil feel that way when they are feeling lonely ?

I love gdn msges n morning msges. Morning msges makes me happy. (: . Especially msges from those that I seldom talks to. It makes me feel remembered ? Lol.

I miss being a kid. Small kid. Or back to life in primary / secondary school. Back then ppl werent as fake. And we dont ask for so much. Easily satisfied. Lesser troubles and problems. Just go to sch, play , complain abt hmwrk den slp. No need to worry so much. When we are young we alw wanted to grow up asap. But when we gets older , we hope for the other way. Humans are weird. Just like schooling. When ure studying you hope to graduate asap and work. And once you startg workg , u wish to be a student again. Scary how time flies..

Anyway this is not a emo post. Just some random late night thoughts. I kno its quite an abrupt ending but Im getting hungry so I better sleep now.. Nights earthlings .


// I miss the old times.

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